
This F/W, I’m heading to Beijing with A&G. Gonna kick it, and by it I mean ass.
Just because I laugh, doesn’t mean I’m happy. Just bacause I don’t cry, doesn’t mean I’m not sad.
Maybe I should vanish for a while, just because this world is sickening and I’ve enough of it. Friends who double-crossed, friends who are superficial, friends who are insincere, friends who doesn’t even give a shit, friends who are so selfish and all they have is their selves - these friends I don’t need any of them. I shall only hold true ones close to my heart.
And all these left me thinking, why should I even bother presenting my true self. Maybe a public self would be ideal in this situation, I have to protect my own self interest. Because all that I’ve got, and it has come to my senses, is that I’ve been treated with selfishness, heartlessness and cruelty.
My kindness has been abused. I need them back for myself. If you think that I’ve changed, I can tell you now, I really have. This change will make me into a better person - in treating myself better, in trying to make myself genuinely happier, doing things not to please others. I shall live for myself more, I shan’t be giving others more. No more.
XOXX-Y
Seek me after 26th May. Full force after which.
Rainbow over at http://pagetres.tumblr.com
XXOO, YINKI
I know it’s too early to be excited, but i’m really looking forward to bangkok in july.
and maybe if it works out, year-end i’ll be exploring china with bff and visit our dear A.
finally, criminal minds such a captivating show. and gossip girls are back in town.
OH NO, WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO REVISING ?
XXOO.
the difference in treatment between friends.
“females being less valued”, well in this sense, gender does apply here.
i miss long hair. but im loving my short.
today’s a goddamn long day, HRM to career fair to Kois to Rush to Sunset to PS to timbre. but it’s all worth it. now im really tired, panda eyes forming.
until next time, good night
XOXO, YINKI
Dear boys & girls,
I have been missing in actions recently. I’m doing fine, I’m really good. Life’s been so good to me, I can’t ask for more. But I’m yearning. This emptiness has override the loneliness. I happy with a mask, but inside hides a secret. I think the problem lies in me. It’s me, just…
So dear boys & girls, do not lead the life of gg. It sure was nice, though it’s tiring.
XOXO, YINKI